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Okay, so, dude. I don't know who you are, but I LOVE YOU. THIS FIC. It is the best gift I could imagine. From the very first moment, Ryan's POV was perfect, his awkward and slightly humorous voice providing a balance to the kidnapping and letting me focus on all the "omg kidnapped!" and "lol RYAN ROSS HOW DO THESE THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU", and then growing more serious as the fic goes on and we get to the parts about his relationship with Brendon and Spencer, and his convos with Ziva. And okay, ZIVA :D AND ABBY :D AND EVERY FUCKING ONE ON TEAM NCIS :D I love them so much, and you wrote their interactions with Panic perfectly. Oh, man, Abby <3333, and Ziva trying to take care of these kids and overidentifying with Ryan and seeing her impressions of them (and theirs of her). And look, Ryan getting kidnapped and tortured, I can't even pretend this plot twist didn't make me anything but happy. As did the fact that you set this fic POST SPLIT :D You were so great in describing their dynamic, the tension with Jon, Ryan starting the road to reconciliation on his own, and then oh, Spencer finding out on Twitter and flying out their right away, and Brendon and Spencer's worry and support the whole way through, to Ryan's slight befuddlement, and the snuggles, the snuggles. And taking care if Ryan, and the nightmares, and then the end -- RYAN AND BRENDON AND SPENCER BACK TOGETHER AGAIN \o/ and seriously, I am so happy you set this post split, it makes it so much more satisfying.

Just. Sigh. Everything about this fic is wonderful, I'm sorry I'm not eloquent to do anything but squee a lot. Thank you so, so much ♥.