I can honestly barely even handle how amazing this fic was, oh my god. Spencer's faily self-awareness and Ryan being such a great friend, and oh man, Brendon at school having the guts to ask her out and then seeing her torture him like that at the party /o\ It was almost too painful to watch until it suddenly became one of the HOTTEST THINGS OF ALL TIME, the three of them together and so vulnerable *__________* Seriously, so much great. So much.