ugh, ugh, ugh, this is the best thing ever and all the fic I've ever wanted about Bebe wrapped up in one and it is BEAUTIFUL and heartbreaking and you are fantastic.

You really get the feeling of unsureness, of being young and surrounded by people who are older than you and have actually lived through shit and not knowing how to address that. There's a feeling of being surprised, of not expecting what people are showing you and people being different from what you expected. Bebe's POV reads so well and so truthfully. Really wonderful writing.